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intermish.

Don't have time to post a new entry, I'm still uploading pics BUT I'm not busy to share this freakin' funny video (got it from Dunedain from PEx). Made my day, really. Lolo's Magic It's not gonna be there forever ika nga ni Dunedain so if you want a copy just shoot me an e-mail. Oh, if you have dial-up, it's gonna take some time. It's 6.55 MB. Enjoy! Ciao.

Beach Me.

I lie in wet sand. Eyes closed. I feel the sea caressing my ankles as they bow to the tide… slowly, almost sensuously... and I fantasize... and I begin to wish on the last star I see to let the night stay. I feel the last surge of the cold water embrace me... I feel the tiny hairs on my shoulders, my arms and on my bare belly stand on end... I hear myself moan. A throaty, cat-like purr escapes my salty lips. And I fantasize with no end in sight. A whiff passes my nostrils... of orchids and mint ... my back arches from the beautiful scent and I struggle to gain control... I breathe deeper... languid breaths relax what remains of my tingling soul. I lie in still wet sand. I open my eyes. The sun is peeking. I can see its rays trying to reach me. Ah. Daylight. I try to move away. Inch by inch. My mind flashes with images of refuge. But I still lie. It is a losing battle, I know. Foolish of me to ponder that I can run away from the laws of nature. So I succumb to the light. I give in to ...

Perspective.

So, the day of reckoning has come. Hehe. I am, as of today, officially 29. Anyway, amusingly, more than one friend texted me, ' How does it feel to be almost 30?' I replied: Age ain't nuthin' but a numbah. And then ---- it hit me. I am almost 30. Well, how does it feel to be 'almost' 30, you say? Oh, it doesn't feel any different when I was 28... or 27... or 26. Hmm. The way I feel hasn't changed. The adding of 1 year to my age hasn't added any burden to my chaotic, dramatic, unconventional life. Physically, no difference. Emotionally, hmm, quite (oh shoot, no details muna). Spiritually... hey, I’m getting there. I say: It's all about perspective and attitude. I think my perspective all changed when I turned 25. That was when my real life began. In my early 20's, I knew some people viewed me as unorthodox and rebellious, always turning up their nose when I pass them by. I used to care what they think. I used to make sure I behaved properly w...

Oct. 1976.

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A few more days and I'll be turning 29 . And to tell the truth: I can't wait. And to tell another truth: I have never lied about my age, to anyone. It's because when people ask me (what my age is) they can't believe I'm already this old . Nyahaha! I was born in the year: The Ramones released their first album; The Damned released their punk rock single 'New Rose'; Fleetwood Mac released their 'Rumours' album; Apple Computer was formed; Microsoft is registered in the state of New Mexico. How cool-er can I get? Hehe. Anyway... 2 things I want for my birthday: a new Samsung E530 hmm. can't decide what color to get. hmm. and a pug to own and to love. male, female. doesn't matter. Oh. Make that 3: Good health for my beautiful mom (here with my equally beautiful niece, Regeena) .