I Have Game. Do You?

I choose to be a woman of substance. A woman who values her worth and the worth of others. I will be a leader, a teacher, a mentor who does things extraordinarily well. I will never settel for second best because I deserve the finer and nobler things in life.

Watched Superman Returns this morning. Yep, you read that right: THIS MORNING . 8:30 am to be exact. Haha. The office sponsored a Movie Day and for Site PBCom: it was SUPERMAN RETURNS in Greenbelt 3. With popcorn and drinks. Talk about pre -premiere showing. And I didn't have to pay. Hah.

This is currently my picker-upper. Oh, just watch it. You'll see and hear why. I soooo love Bubble Gang.

Discovered I haven't recovered fully, but hey, getting there. I'm getting there. Turn down the lights, turn down the bed Turn down these voices inside my head Lay down with me, tell me no lies Just hold me close, don't patronize Don't patronize me I can't make you love me if you don't You can't make your heart feel something it won't Here in the dark in these final hours I will lay down my heart, and I'll feel the power But you won't, no, you won't And I can't make you love me If you don't I'll close my eyes and then I won't see The love you don't feel when you're holding me Morning will come and I'll do what's right Just give me till then to give up this fight And I will give up this fight And I can't make you love me if you don't You can't make your heart feel something it won't And here in the dark in these final hours I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power But you won't, ...

I know that it's standard procedure not to have too much expectations. Maybe I was overwhelmed. Maybe he gave me the impression he was smart. Peste. I feel so disillusioned actually. I don't know much about him. What I know about him are menial things. When I try to get to know him, all I get are simple answers and no follow through! The thing is, he emailed me first. He initiated this! Men. Grrr. Yeah, I am old enough to walk away from this; to walk away before disappointment gets the better of me. My mind says 'be patient,' but it also says 'bail out before it's too late.' Gademit.