I Have Game. Do You?

Been there. Done that. If you can relate to this entry... isa lang masasabi ko.... adik! ******************* I stumbled out of the cabana as fast as I could. I simply needed air. And space. Lots of it. When I reached the porch, I held on to the banister as I tried to pull myself together. Fuck! This was not a good idea! Fuck! It wasn't supposed to feel this way! My head was pounding and I felt my stomach lurch as the alcohol took its toll. I couldn't see straight. It's not even an hour yet! I closed my eyes, and I tried to relax. I took long deep breaths, trying to make sure I had enough air circulating in my lungs and in my veins. After 2 minutes I could feel the tension dissipating from my arms, my back. I was feeling better with every breath. When I felt steady, I straightened myself and took stock of my surroundings. There was a steady wind, and I could taste the salt in the air. I gingerly took a few steps toward the stairs that led to the darkness and the beach in f...

January is ending in the next few days and I haven't posted this list, a thank-you list, I made in December. I'm making time to remember and appreciate... - for my nephews and niece : they are my 'joie de vivre.' They keep me on my toes every-freaking-day! They give me heart palpitations and menacing headaches but they never NEVER fail to make me smile with their antics and butterfly kisses; for making me laugh at the most opportune time and giving me the best hugs; - for my mom , for making me feel loved and special any time of the day; my kuya and my ate , for always looking out for me even if I'm old enough to live on my own... - for JM remote desktop... er, will not elaborate... hehe ... - Starbucks' Double White Chocolate Mocha for keeping me awake for my almost-a-year 12mn to 9am shift... - for all those sushi days and nights... - for my best friend Raffy (and the rest of our friends), for never judging me, for being there when I feel the pangs of lon...

Mabuhay ka, Manny Pacquiao! Awesome 10 rounds, Pacman! Woohoo!

It's funny: I finally met a guy who exceeds all of my expectations and wants in a man. BUT he's not mine. And I think he doesn't want to be. It's funny. And it's sick. AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME. Ugh.