I am sitting in front of my laptop. Yet I am not here. My mind is on overload. I haven't slept. And I can't eat, my appetite is gone.
My heart aches every 5 minutes. And the tears continue to peak, threatening o fall anytime.
I haven't been in this situation in a long while.
Saturday, November 06, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Curve Balls.
Just when I thought things were going my way life's curve balls caught me off-guard. I was rudely awakened from my fairy tale. I am so frightened by the possibility of the knight on his white horse galloping away from me.
Lecheng YM yan.
Lecheng YM yan.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Disillusioned.
I’m beginning to dread the weekends.
Pathetic. I know.
I don’t get excited when the weekend is near anymore. Thursday is beginning to become like a bad omen.
And what’s even more pathetic is that I’d rather be in the office and occupy myself with the stress of my job than stay at home knowing I will never get the thing that I want anytime soon.
I want to cry. I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to be this way.
Pathetic. I know.
I don’t get excited when the weekend is near anymore. Thursday is beginning to become like a bad omen.
And what’s even more pathetic is that I’d rather be in the office and occupy myself with the stress of my job than stay at home knowing I will never get the thing that I want anytime soon.
I want to cry. I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to be this way.
Thursday, January 07, 2010
Blogger, did you miss me?
I haven't had the time to update this in such a long time. I've been busy with work, with playing around with Facebook, updating Pepato with all the apps I can get my hands on (well, from my sister, that is), watching all those wonderful 2PM videos in YT. Whew.
I just wanted to post that.
Kiyeme. Haha! Got that from Kaye and Bol.
*Oh, and the Pablo Neruda book of poems I've been wanting to buy is sold out. *sadness*
*My HTML powers have dwindled the past year, so I'm thinking of updating my layout and background and fonts.
*I just checked my bank account balance and it's so depressing. I need to save up for my trip to South Korea this September. I want to buy a few things for the 2PM boys and my sister has fixed our itinerary so that we have day to 'stalk' them in the JYP office. Well, I won't really stalk them. I am praying that Jay comes back from Seattle by that time. I think it's going to be a sad visit to the JYP office, with all the Hottests post-its on the walls. But if he's not, I'm bringing a ton of post-its and I might ask Pinoy Hottests to send me theirs so I can post it for them.
*I got the SS501 dvd from the multiply seller last month but I haven't had the chance to watch it. And I wasn't able to order from jkpoppy the 2PM phone charms *sigh*
Antok nako. Will post something more coherent tomorrow. Or maybe sa weekend.
Miss me, Blogger!
I just wanted to post that.
Kiyeme. Haha! Got that from Kaye and Bol.
*Oh, and the Pablo Neruda book of poems I've been wanting to buy is sold out. *sadness*
*My HTML powers have dwindled the past year, so I'm thinking of updating my layout and background and fonts.
*I just checked my bank account balance and it's so depressing. I need to save up for my trip to South Korea this September. I want to buy a few things for the 2PM boys and my sister has fixed our itinerary so that we have day to 'stalk' them in the JYP office. Well, I won't really stalk them. I am praying that Jay comes back from Seattle by that time. I think it's going to be a sad visit to the JYP office, with all the Hottests post-its on the walls. But if he's not, I'm bringing a ton of post-its and I might ask Pinoy Hottests to send me theirs so I can post it for them.
*I got the SS501 dvd from the multiply seller last month but I haven't had the chance to watch it. And I wasn't able to order from jkpoppy the 2PM phone charms *sigh*
Antok nako. Will post something more coherent tomorrow. Or maybe sa weekend.
Miss me, Blogger!
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