Saturday, November 06, 2010

I am sitting in front of my laptop. Yet I am not here. My mind is on overload. I haven't slept. And I can't eat, my appetite is gone.

My heart aches every 5 minutes. And the tears continue to peak, threatening o fall anytime.

I haven't been in this situation in a long while.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Curve Balls.

Just when I thought things were going my way life's curve balls caught me off-guard. I was rudely awakened from my fairy tale. I am so frightened by the possibility of the knight on his white horse galloping away from me.

Lecheng YM yan.

Saturday, May 29, 2010


I’m beginning to dread the weekends.

Pathetic. I know.

I don’t get excited when the weekend is near anymore. Thursday is beginning to become like a bad omen.

And what’s even more pathetic is that I’d rather be in the office and occupy myself with the stress of my job than stay at home knowing I will never get the thing that I want anytime soon.

I want to cry. I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to be this way.

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Blogger, did you miss me?

I haven't had the time to update this in such a long time. I've been busy with work, with playing around with Facebook, updating Pepato with all the apps I can get my hands on (well, from my sister, that is), watching all those wonderful 2PM videos in YT. Whew.

I just wanted to post that.

Kiyeme. Haha! Got that from Kaye and Bol.

*Oh, and the Pablo Neruda book of poems I've been wanting to buy is sold out. *sadness*

*My HTML powers have dwindled the past year, so I'm thinking of updating my layout and background and fonts.

*I just checked my bank account balance and it's so depressing. I need to save up for my trip to South Korea this September. I want to buy a few things for the 2PM boys and my sister has fixed our itinerary so that we have day to 'stalk' them in the JYP office. Well, I won't really stalk them. I am praying that Jay comes back from Seattle by that time. I think it's going to be a sad visit to the JYP office, with all the Hottests post-its on the walls. But if he's not, I'm bringing a ton of post-its and I might ask Pinoy Hottests to send me theirs so I can post it for them.

*I got the SS501 dvd from the multiply seller last month but I haven't had the chance to watch it. And I wasn't able to order from jkpoppy the 2PM phone charms *sigh*

Antok nako. Will post something more coherent tomorrow. Or maybe sa weekend.

Miss me, Blogger!