Sunday, December 25, 2016
Sunday, January 17, 2016
So it has come to this.
Pain really does put things in perspective. You look back and then you see small signs, subtle signs that should've set alarms off. Admittedly, I chose to ignore them because I chose to believe that love would conquer all.
I was wrong. I realized that love is never enough. Never.
I've let myself down for so long, I don't know how I can trust my judgment again. It has failed me miserably. I have failed myself miserably.
I am heartbroken. I can literally feel my heart contract and release, constantly reminding you that you live, you feel.
I need to pull myself together. I will not be crazy about this. I can do this. I can get through this.
Love. Tsk. Hell.