Friday, January 27, 2006


Been there. Done that.

If you can relate to this entry... isa lang masasabi ko.... adik!


I stumbled out of the cabana as fast as I could. I simply needed air. And space. Lots of it.

When I reached the porch, I held on to the banister as I tried to pull myself together.

Fuck! This was not a good idea!

Fuck! It wasn't supposed to feel this way!

My head was pounding and I felt my stomach lurch as the alcohol took its toll. I couldn't see straight.

It's not even an hour yet!

I closed my eyes, and I tried to relax. I took long deep breaths, trying to make sure I had enough air circulating in my lungs and in my veins.

After 2 minutes I could feel the tension dissipating from my arms, my back.

I was feeling better with every breath.

When I felt steady, I straightened myself and took stock of my surroundings. There was a steady wind, and I could taste the salt in the air. I gingerly took a few steps toward the stairs that led to the darkness and the beach in front of me. I took the first step.

Okay, still standing. 2 more.

Once I felt the sand underneath my feet, I was on steady ground.

I walked a few paces until I came to a coconut tree. I leaned onto it with my arm. Then I saw the full moon. I wondered why I didn't see it earlier when I was in the porch, and then I realized that the coconut tree was blocking the view and the light.

I saw a star... and another... and another... then another... each star I saw was brighter than the first one!

Woooow. 'stig.

Couldn't look down. All I saw were stars and lights.

It was a clear night. Good for peaking.

And that was what I was... peaked


BernicE said...

whoa...tagay pa rose! hahahha im sure youll get a better buzz :) isang shot pa!!! cheers

Quentin said...

peaking? or you mean peeping? :}

... beachfreak said...

@jababes Hehe. I'm telling you it wasn't the alcohol that made me 'peak'. ;)

@quentino: Peaking talaga.

*sending you the mp3s Saturday night ;)

pie said...

new layout... nice one! =)

... beachfreak said...

@pie: Hey, thanks! =) Haven't been able to add my shout box yet. Hehe. Tamad eh 'no? ;)

BernicE said...

hahahaa so it was THAT good huh hahaha :)

... beachfreak said...

@jababes: Hahaha! Yeah, but I wouldn't recommend it to anyone. This entry was my first. Just tried a couple of times, good vibes all around... feel good shit... puro group hug! Hehe.

But tama na yun. Clean living na lang ako ngayon... yosi at alak na lang. Ay, at lalake. Hehe.

mell ditangco (this is my pseudonym) said...

was it an asthma attack? jk, went throught that before... :P

... beachfreak said...

@ahia mell: Hehe. You did? Or you had asthma? ;) Haha.
How's Colin?

BernicE said...

hahahaha i betcha... sarap ng buzz di ba? :D

ako naman...alak at you-know na lang hahaha allergic na ko sa boys (nyahaha)

... beachfreak said...

@jababes: Haha! Beach-ing and you-know (hehe) are good together... ;)

eventuallypretty said...

when i peaked did not want that to happen again *lol*

tsaga magbago ng blog skin...

now if only quentino over there would hurry up with mine... hikhikhik...

cupcakefiend said...

ang saya no? :)

... beachfreak said...

@pattytwinnie: Oh, twas fun. As I said I just 'dropped' a couple of times. All good.

But I can do without it.

Hehe. Yeah, about the blog skin =) Walang magawa sa office eh. Haha! Nah, stress reliever ko yan eh.

@cupcake: Hey, I've been missing you :( How are you? Open you blog na... And yes, it was truly saya! Hehe.