Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Wednesday blues.

*****Will not delete this post. This will be a reminder of how stupid and deranged I was for the past couple of months. Hehe.

It was just an ordinary day for me, like every shift for the past month. I was fine.

Until we saw each other today.

It was so natural for you. Like nothing ever happened. Like we were just old friends that lost contact over the years...

It was sad because you never uttered my name. It was like...you've forgotten it.

I'm sorry, I didn't even stop when you called out to me. I just smiled at you and I walked away. I didn't want to stop and then fall all over again...

But you have no idea how much I missed you;

of how much I wanted to touch your face and your lips;

of how much I wanted to hear you say my name.

You have no idea...
You'll never know.

25 comments:

kakeru said...

roseypoo... hug kita..*hug* i know what you're going through right now, heck we're both going through the same thing! basta. we'll get over them.. kaya natin 'to. hehe =) d2 lang me lagi ok? so..yoyosi ka ba? samahan kita Ü

Quentin said...

funny how missing a person can be an eternity and an instant at the same time no? it's like a cup of instant yakisoba with an infinitely long noodle strand. ala lang. it's time for my medicine na kase e

... beachfreak said...

@kakeru: thanks, kerry. i needed the hug. hay.

@quentino: oh, yakisoba. inom na.

***sorry 'bout the 'quentino' thingie..sounded good when i heard it...hehe..

Quentin said...

i think quentino sounds sexy, like latino or something >:}

shirt huh? she on the other hand, asked for my pants. now i know what she could've done with it

*blushes*

eventuallypretty said...

gawd how come misery loves company? we really have a connection twinnie. haha...

hope we feel BETTER soon. :)

Quentin said...

^ and you two are bringing me down

*kill*

... beachfreak said...

@quentino: your pants, eh? hmm. that's so...kinky. :lol:

@twinpatty: We'll get out of this rut soon enough...i just don't want to be jaded when that time comes. Ack.

rocky said...

wtf? kick his ass already! hehehe

... beachfreak said...

@rocky: Hehe. I know I should. =) He was able to read this entry, and he texted me the next day to say that he does have an idea.

He thinks he does, but he doesn't know shit.

Quentin said...

so when can I see a new, more joyful post?

... beachfreak said...

@quentino: Hmm. Soon, i hope. How's the cotton ball? :glee:

Quentin said...

oh I've burned it. it was quite flammable :grin:

eventuallypretty said...

i was thinking the other day about what a friend told me..."happiness is a choice." it sounds easy right but it isn't. and what makes it more complicated is most of the time the thing/person who makes us happy is also the same thing/person that makes us feel miserable.

hay. i hope you are feeling better rose. :)

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... beachfreak said...

@quentino: Good move. I actually used the shirt as a mattress for my Siamese cat when she gave birth...:lol:

@twinpatty: You know what, the questions playing in my crazy mind were answered today. And, to tell you the truth, I've never felt better. =) Hope you feel the same way very soon.

barenaked said...

damn! bat ngayon ko lang nabasa ito?! naduduling na ba ako? weird! :S

quoting I'm sorry, I didn't even stop when you called out to me. I just smiled at you and I walked away. I didn't want to stop and then fall all over again...

whoa! hirap noh?! but you'll be fine...

... beachfreak said...

@barenaked: I am fine. I feel unburdened and relieved that finally, FINALLY it's over. =) It's a good feeling. Thanks, jill!

Technorati said...

Nice entry, this one.

... beachfreak said...

@technorati: I hope you understand what it meant. Nice naman eh. Hehe.

Technorati said...

Mmmkay.

... beachfreak said...

@technorati: Talagang 'Mmmkay.'

Technorati said...

So... Do you have game?

Haha. Just kidding, Ate Rose. I miss you po!

*lambitin*

... beachfreak said...

@technorati: Oh, I have game alright.

Hence, the roller coaster rides.

Technorati said...

Mmmkay.

... beachfreak said...

@technorati: Missed that --- *lambitin*?